ur so lucky  u got snow and like the perfect man by ur side..

i cant remember the last time brooklyn ny got snow lol ...it a lil warm here i wished it snow

xxx mystery girl

 I looooooooooooooooooooooove the dress! So VERY Beautiful!

[Jeweliet]

awwww i hope things work out.

YAY YAY YAY ! This is such  GREAT news!

  Have a blessed weekend!

 Love, Hugs and Prayers,

      Jewel

That's was too funny about Jeremy- Had me LOL!

   Glad that you found the dress that you want!

 Love, Hugs and Prayers,

           Jewel

Heart Hugs! I don't blame you for being hurt by that comment...I don't thinkt hat he needs to go out to the bars every night...It's trouble!

    Love, Hugs and Prayers,

          Jewel

Praying that you have a wonderful time with family! Have a Blessed weekend!

 Love, Hugs and Prayers!,

           Jewel

Heart Hugs! I think that you did really well with the whole thing!  Go You!  Have a Blessed week!

  Love, Hugs and Prayers,

         Jewel

Is the wedding next spring?  I forget, I remember your colors but I don't remember the date, haha.  I got lucky, we had a friend who does photography photograph the wedding for $400 and then my cousin did a ton for free (which were better than the ones we paid for...)

I hope you enjoy your weekend!  I'm glad that helped :).

It's not bad to vent.  There are days on end where I'll just write bad things about Joe, it doesn't mean I don't love him or I'm being mean...it's just that it's better to say it here than to friends who will then think poorly of him, or even WORSE, family!!!

And...I "hinted" (flat out TOLD a few times) to Joe for MOOOOONNNNTTTHSSS that I wanted a promise ring.  Sorry, I don't have the money.  That's all I'd hear.  The one I wanted more than ANYTHING was $119.  Then, like a few days after our anniversary that I DIDN'T GET A RING FOR cuz he was 'broke', he bought himself a $350 XBox 360.  I hated that thing.  I'm over it now cuz that was two years ago, haha, but I definitely know how you feel.  It's infuriating and it can really make a girl feel worthless.  I'm sure he just doesn't think about it...I mean, sometimes I feel like I don't have enough money to buy someone a birthday present or loan someone money, but then I don't think anything of going out to dinner...you know.

I hope this weekend goes fine.  When Joey goes away, I rent all kinds of girly movies that he would never in a million years (willingly) watch with me.  And then I watch them alone and think "I could never do this if Joe was here."  I don't cook dinner, which is awesome, and I buy tons of girly magazines and take bubble baths and listen to music and dance around singing really loud, hahaha.  It can be fun.  This got really long really fast .

AAAAAAAARGH!!!  There's nothing more frustrating when they just lay there like you're supposed to do all the work.  I know EXACTLY what you're talking about, it drives me crazy, and I always just stop too and roll over.  It's so FRUSTRATING.

Sorry you won't be able to see him for awhile :( that sucks.

YAY for the new clothes...I wouldn't have liked that either!!!!!

  Praying that your week is filled with Blessings!

   Love,

     Jewel

 Heart Hugs!  So glad to read that things are going good with Josh and Amy! Glad that you are choosing to get out and do something rather than to be sad.

    Congrats on getting more hours at work! You must be doing a GREAT Job! Be proud of yourself!

    Wishing you a BLESSED weekend!

   Love you!,

        Jewel

MAJOR HEART HUGS FOR your tears. Praying that things are better by the time that you read this.

  Much Love,

      jewel

I call my mom's house "my mom's house" too, but (well...now we're staying with his dad) when we had our own place, he called our place home as well as his mom's house and his dad's house.  I just always thought...when I have children, I want them to think of my home as their home no matter what's going on in their lives.  And someone can definitely have more than one home.  I also think that men are different...you're probably his caregiver and such (taking care of dinner and most of the cleaning)...whereas he has waaay less responsibilities around the house (that is a guess because most relationships work that way >:O).  You think of it as your home because you put sooo much effort into it.  He doesn't think of a home as someplace he's RESPONSIBLE for, he just thinks of it as some place he can feel comfy at.

Mer...I hope that sort of helped, it's more me rambling than anything.  AND, sometimes a good cry is all you need to make you feel a little better.

 Heart Hugs! It's good to see an update from you!

   YAY for having some time off!

 Sorry that happenned with your friend...I think that you handled it well!

  Have a Blessed week!

   Love,

     Jewel

  Heart Hugs!  Congrats on the new nephew!  Glad that you were having a better day!

   Love, Hugs and Prayers!,

             Jewel

Aaaaaaaargh!!!  It makes me sooo mad when people try to have babies and don't make the proper lifestyle adjustments.  My sister in law (there's more than one entry about HER ) smoked the whooooooole time she was pregnant with her son.  And she STILL smokes while breastfeeding.  BUT, she makes a HUGE deal when she sees people with their babies around second hand smoke, even if it's not from them, they're just in a smokey place, and she talks about how "smoking around the baby is a huge no-no."  Because feeding him nicotine four times a day is so much better than momentarily, accidentally exposing your baby to second hand smoke .  Some PEOPLE.

I'm glad today was better, I hope the fireworks are fun!!!

Cramps suck, I agree...they're the worst when you have to be at work and you can't just lie in your warm bed and feel horribly but warm...

And you think that's a long time from now, but it'll come up FAST.  I remember when my wedding was NINE MONTHS away and I thought I had all the time in the WORLD.  Now it's tomorrow and I just feel nauseous, hahaha.  Good luck though, getting married is super exciting.

YAY YAY YAY! I am sooooooooooooooooooooo very happy to read this news! How romantic! Congratulations!

   Love you! and miss you!,

         Jewel

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Happy for u :)

  Major heart hugs for your upset and fear! I have added you to my prayer list and will pray over your finances.

  I'm glad to read that living together has been a good experience!  I'm glad to read that he's so sweet and loving to you!

   Hang in there!

 Much Love,

      Jewel

YAY YAY and YAY ! I'm so glad to read that things are going so well at your new job! Go YOU!

   Congrats on the new phones.

    Sorry about the rude text! I wouldn't appreciate that either!

   Have a blessed day!

   Love you!,

     Jewel

Heart Hugs! I will be praying that things go well with the job! 

  I hope that you two have a GREAT weekend!

   Much Love,

      Jewel

   Best wishes with the interview! Be Happy!

   Love you!,

      Jewel

   Heart Hugs! I'm sorry to read that your plans fell through and that you were disappointed..sounds like you had a really fun evening planned.

   How are things going with living together?  Sorry that I've been away and have gotten behind!

   Know that I send you MUCH love and MANY Good wishes,

             Jewel

Heart Hugs!  I hope that you are able to discuss it with him...It seems to be weighing you down. I pray that the talk goes well...I'm also praying over the job situation! Let us know how it goes.

   Much Love,

      Jewel 

my sister went through the same thing with her boyfriend, she told him that she found out about it, that the trust is gone and that he hurt her. she was distance towards him for weeks and surprise surprise he said sorry, cried and asked for forgiveness. He is now as loyal as a dog is to his master.

just talk to him.

goodluck

xx

Melody

Heart Hugs! I've missed you so much since I have been unable to be online!

   So glad that you sound upbeat! YAY!

 Smoking is such a hard addiction to break..I read some where that it's as addictive as Heroin!

   I said a prayer for him.

   Much Love,

       Jewel

Heart Hugs for your sadness and disappointment!

  I hope you two have a GREAT Christmas!

   Love you!,

       Jewel

 YAY for being so close to having your shopping done..I still have a few more presents to get.  Hopefully will get it done this weekend...Hard to believe that Christmas is almost here!

   I'm so happy that you two are so excited about moving in together!

   That was sweet of your mom to ask..Her way of letting you know that she will miss you!

    Have a Blessed day!

    Love,

     Jewel

Happy Belated Birthday!!!!! Glad that you and Jeremy are able to share your feelings with each other...That is so important ..such a Blessing!

   Have a Blessed week!,

         Jewel

  I'm wondering how you are...You were strongly in my thoughts and prayers this morning!

   Did you have a good thanksgiving? How are you feeling?

    Much Love,

       Jewel

  Heart Hugs Dearone!  I hope that you are able to have a good time with your mom! 

    I'm sorry to read that Jeremy has been so distracted..I know that you are disappointed. 

  So what will you be doing for Thanksgiving?

    Thank  YOU for the note, the good wishes and all of the support that you have shown me this year! YOU are on my Gratitude list!

   HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

   Much Love,

       Jewel

Heart Hugs Dear Sister! That would have hurt any of us...My mom use to say hurtful things to me...try to forgive her and overlook them. I am so sorry that she said that to you!

     I am GLAD that you are here and that you are my friend! YOU have brought me MUCH Comfort and Joy!!!!!!!!   You've been there- solid- when things were really tough for me...Your heart has been shining through!

    Please update soon and let me know how you are!

    I LOVE YOU!,

       Jewel

I hope that today will be filled with Blessings!  Much Love,

     Jewel

Sounds awesome!! Lounging around is the best =D Take care!

-Jane

   So glad to read that your day is good and that you get to see your sweety!

  He sounds like a great friend to his friend!

   A cat would be nice!

  Have a Blessed Night!

   Love,

     Jewel

Thanks for the encouraging words. Sounds like you've had days like this too. Tomorrow will be better I hope.

  Glad that you spent some time with your dad!

  Sounds like you have a fun night planned!

    Sorry about his mom!

  Have a blessed day!

   Love,

    Jewel

   LOVED the pics! You're soooooo beautiful and glowing! You two look so sweet, so inlove, so happy! YAY!

   Glad to read that you are talking about marriage!

 Thank YOU for supporting my step and for being proud of me..that means alot!

  Have a blessed day!

   Much Love,

      Jewel

aw u 2 look in love! best of luck!

pretty ring too

Hugs...Glad that you're not beating yourself up...We do deserve treats once in a while! 

  I know that you will be very happy when you two have a place together! YAY!

   I pray that things get better with you and your mom...Is she upset that you are moving out?  Sometimes it's hard for us mothers to let go.

    Hope that class went well!

   Have a Blessed day!

    Love you!,

       Jewel

   I hope the talk goes well..I feel sure that he DOES want to do this...He loves you so very much! 

     Have fun with your dad.

    Hope that you two get the alone time that you need.

   Much Love,

      Jewel

  I'm sorry to read that his mother has a drinking problem and that she causes you upset.

   Glad to read that you two had some fun with dinner and bowling!

   Glad to read that you like his dad.

   Glad to read that Jeremy made you feel happy and loved!

    I'm happy for all of your good news!

  Much Love,

      Jewel

[Jeweliet]

  Glad to read that work wasn't bad and went by quickly!

 Sorry that Jeremy's mom is acting that way..I so hope that you two can get along..it makes things so hard to have a mother-in-law that you don't get along with- been there!  Wayne's mom is the sweetest to me- Thank God!

  Hope that your day is Blessed!

 Love,

   Jewel

 Dear Kaitlin,

     I'm so glad to read that he was considerate and took your wishes into account and came to spend time with you. YAY Him!  The more I read about him , the more I like him! He seems to be treating you with Love!

 I'm so glad to read that you are at a place of openning up ot him about your true feelings and concerns..that's so important!

   I hope that your classes go well..Waht will you be doing when you get out of school? 

    Have a blessed day!

   Love you!,

     Jewel

  I'm so glad to read that you two are happy, that you don't scream at each other- that's so disrespectful, immature and unnecessary!  I'm glad to read that your mom thinks highly of him and that he treats you so well and loves you as you should be loved!

  Hope that you have a good Thursday with him!

 much Love,

    Jewel

  It's so wonderful that you show your mom so much compassion and love!

  I said a prayer for your mom..Would have been praying for her sooner had I known!

   Much Love,

       Jewel

Hey.....Every time I am on I run through some of the diary peoples to see which people and entries are interesting....and look for people that I have a feeling would be cool people, nice people and interesting...I am 20 years old and we were born in the same years so I am assuming that u are 20 or going to be 20....anywho, my name is Love bunnies, I am the greatest at giving advice and all my friends and people come asnd ask me for advice or other people and they take it with them everywhere they go.....I really dont know much with my mom becuase she is in a depression stage.....she is kind and she lies I think I have 2 sisters and A brother and I am hispanic/puerto rican and I have a humungus family.When I was 15 a lincoln car fell on my dads chest...becuase he worked on Marthas vineyard Cape cod....but in his driveway he worked on cars as a job on the side.....and it fell on his chest becuase the jack broke....his best friend was ther5e and the only person there was me, and I was 15 then...and my little sister who was 13 and my little brother whos was 5 years old...my mom and sister were on cape cod but in a different town....I called the police, his best friend victor ttried to hold the car up/....and the police came and then they took my father from under the car which was weirdly quick and then he was blue from the face -down....he went to the Boston Hpspital about 75 miles away in a private police jet becuase he was going to die...I9 know, a quick shock...he was fixing cars and then n4ext thing u know death is there....all becuase of a car...He then, wasx in a coma for 3 years...he could never move, speak , hear or see...while he was in that coma for three years and the doctors said to usd that it is 100 percent that he wqpouldnt come out and they were right......he died 9 months ago.....when I was 19.....so for three years he stayed in a coma...and then just recently dies...now, I hated my father and I still do becuase he was a very bad man and sfter he was in a coma dn he had the worst case of diabeties and that didnt help but agfter he was in a coma......we found  out that thje cops have been looking for him all this time  AND i WAS TOO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND BUT NOW i KNOW WHY he was always using a different name....he was prob...in hiding....nothing at all like murder...but sexually assaulting a woman in Puerto rico....and My mom prob knew but I didnt, and my mom is depressed, becuase of him, which I dont see why becuase he was f***ed up, abusivve to me, striclty abusive.....NOT SEXUALLY OR ANYTHING but he hit us called us stupid and dumb I was rosa parks in my own home I was a slave....he made us take his socks off when he got home, cook for him 24,7 at 6 am,...I got hit for no reason....we had to massage his feet and back all the time, he yelled at us, hit us just for going  across the street at age 18!!!!!! couldnt even leave my house....he was crazy and abusive....just so much....and every day I would pray that somehting bad would happen to him and it did......and I got my life, I got my freedom...I got to be happy for the first time in my life and I got to be gorgeous and not be over protected...got he was very overprotective....seriously we werent allowed to leave the house....anywho....My mom is depressed.....and  I would not know what to do if she was that sick and I am very, very sorry for your mom, I want you to know that I really mean that and I dont know her but u seem as if you love her with all ur heart...and thats great that u have a chance to love your parents becuase like , not everyon can love their parents and care fore them.......and I am very very lucky becuase after all that I show only a cuple signs of bruises but they are so tiny and on my right foot...so my face and body isnt harmed...I am just happy sometyhing happened to him before he hit me so hard I could have been in shock....

You have no idea....Right now, I have a great, wonderful life.....I am a designers assistant and I am happy there..I have the mnost wonderful boyfriend and we are very happily in love, and he is amazing to me....and we love each other......very much...I am in my second college becuase I disliked the first college I went to....I just moved from an apartment and I am moving again to my new one....I love my ( not immediate family ) family.....like aunts,uncles,cousins...my dad had 12 brothers and sisters and I have a humungus family becuase of that and my mom  had sister and brothers but not that much...hehehehe..I am just sooo happy ajnd that was when I was 15 years old that it all stopped becuase he was in a coma...thank god....I have the life that I always wanted to have from then...and now I canm dream of having a better one....my love for my handsome will grow, as his will too for me and my life will grow better and better....I thin k that u are a cool person by reading ur profile description becuase I love to write and I amd a great typist, but I do shorten words to not write so much....hehehehe...I really hope that she is ok...I am very sorry....but I think this time....I would feel sad becuase I have always loved my mom...never in m y l;ife has she touched me, she lives down the street from me and she is better but she is not her best....she is happy and sad....has my little brother who is 9 my little sister just turned 18 and my older sister is 22 , she just graduated from a top college at Brandeis university and she is at Tufts University getting her masters degree.........I am proud of her....The only two people that are still suffering is my little sister and brother, they dont know any better, they are losers and they dont try to fix themselves at all. they dont want to learn any better.....they gave up on life...they make me sick...I dislike my sister and brother.....not my older sister my ypoungedr sister.....talk to me.....I always listen....

Thank YOU for the note..I hope that your day is going well.  Update soon!

   Love,

     Jewel

  Glad that you had some fun..sorry that things turned out that way..I'm sure that you wouldn't have done that had it not been for the alcohol...You have such a sweet spirit and loving heart.

   I'm sure that he wasn't trying to boss you...Just to look after you! Our men can be so protective of us...But I know how it is..I get aggitated when Wayne tries to boss me sometimes...Even when what he says is right and in my best interest!

    Hope that you have a GREAT day at work!

    Love you!,

       Jewel

Dear Kaitlin,

    It's so goofd to read an entry filled with Good news! 

    I'm so glad to read that work is going so well and that you got some recognition for doing a GREAT Job!

  I'm so excited about you two finding a place...I'm glad that you found one that you both liked!

   I'm glad that Jeremy is being so good to you and making you feel loved! YAY Him!

  Have a Blessed day Dearone!,

           Jewel

   I think that it's so sweet that you two are buying things and that he wants to move out now! I'm sooo very glad that you are happy!

 Best wishes with getting more hours.

  Hope that you two have a blast tonight!

 Love,

   Jewel

YAY YAY YAY I'm so glad to read that things are so good between you two! I know how very much you love each other!

  Looking at apartments...What an exciting time! Enjoy every minute of it!

    Have a Blessed week!

 Love you!,

     Jewel

 I'm so happy to read that things are going this good for you! I loved all of the smiles!

 Have a blessed day!

 Love,

  Jewel

Awwwww I am so happy for your good news because i know how happy that it makes you!

   I'm glad that you are being treated so well and feeling loved!

   Thank YOU for your condolences and support through out all of this.

  With Much Love and Gratitude,

          Jewel

Dear Friend,

  Mom has gone to be with The Lord today.  She is happy and at peace.

  Thank YOU so very much for all of your thoughts and support!!!!

   With Much Gratitude,

         Jewel

  Thank YOU soooo much for your thoughts and prayers! I hope to be able to catch up with you as soon as things have calmed down a bit and when time allows.

  Know that I appreciate you and that you  have been a GREAT friend to me.

  With Much Love,

        Jewel

  I don't have a chance to read this right now..I'm getting ready to leave...I wanted to stop by and let you know how very much your thoughts and good wishes mean to me.

   I will try to catch up on everything as soon as time allows!

   Much Love and Gratitude,

         Jewel

 Hugs!!!!!!! Thank YOU so very much for your prayers, your thoughts, your support! You are truly a Blessing!

   I'm so glad to read that you enjoyed your trip!

 Have a Blessed day!

 Love,

  Jewel

Major heart hugs!!!!!!!!! I'm so very sorry that your mom was acting that way...You are just trying to grow up and be responsible..I admire that about you..Perhaps she's having a hard time letting go..We mom's can tend to do that.

    much Love,

       Jewel

Thank YOU soooooo much for thinking of me and for letting me know it.  That means so very much. 

   I'm wondering how you are today...

    Sending you much Love,

       Jewel

I was very saddned by this..I'm glad that you are going to confront him!

   Much Love,

       Jewel

 I shall pray for your mother's understanding. It sounds like you are making some wise decisions!

   Have a Blessed day!

    Love,

      Jewel

 That's soooo sweet that he wants you two to have a place together..that must make you very happy!

    Have a Blessed day!,

      Jewel

  Congrats on the car..I hope that you find one that you love.

   I'm excited and proud of you for going to school. YAY You!

 It's always good to see an update from you!

 Love,

    Jewel

 Thank YOU so much for the note!   Update soon and let me know what's going on with you!

 Have a Blessed day!,

     Jewel

YAY YAY YAY For all of your good news! I'm so happy that you two are getting along so well and are happy! Glad that you got to spend so much time together!

   Where are you going for vacation?  I know you two will have a blast!

  Have a blessed day!

 Love,

  Jewel

  Sounds like you two have big and exicitng plans!

 I hope that he gets the job! Be sure to let us know.

 Have a Blessed day!

 Love,

   Jewel

YAY YAY YAY ! I'm so happy to read this entry..I KNEW that he loves you!  I'm happy because I know that this has made you feel loved and happy..I do think that sometimes we have to let the little things slide..But never follow my relationship advice. hehehe

     Have a Blessed Night!

     Love,

      Jewel

  I hope that he will do better about showing up on time...I don't like to see you sad.

  I'm glad that he assured you that he DOES love you.

   It sounds like he's one of those people who has good intentions but somehow just gets lost in time.  I do that sometimes.

   I'm sure that he loves you...You are so lovable!

 have a Blessed night!,

        Jewel

Dear Friend,

  I'm soooo proud of you for making the schedule and for going to school. You should be proud of yourself! YAY YOU!

 Sorry that you won't get to see him..I know how very much you miss him!

  The trip sounds wonderful and exciting.I'm glad he's working toward that!

   Thank YOU for the supportive note..It helped so very much!  Lessened my burden and brightened my night.

   With Gratitude and Love,

        Jewel

 Have a great dinner! 

  Happy Babysitting!

   Love,

    Jewel

Dear Friend,

  I tried to read your diary earlier before seeing your note..But my computer was acting up.

  Thank YOU for your kindness and for being there for me...Hearing from you always brightens my day!

   Sorry to read that Jeremy is having to work so much.  He sounds like a very repsonsible person!  That's a good quality for a mate.

    Happy Birthday to your grandmother...I hope that your time with family is blessed!

   Your Friend,

      Jewel

Dear writer,

You really shoudn't be writing those stuffs you know? Because think about the kids, what if they saw those things and they just copy it? I am the Member of the "my dear diary" So If I catch you anther time you will be punished.

From Chris ( Member)

This is not just for adults think about the kids, you shouldn't write thise in here.

Best wishes with the interview! Let us know how it goes!

 Love,

   Jewel

So glad that you had fun!

  You twos sound so cute together..Glad that you made up!